Omg feels so good to be back
I told my GF today and now I feel worse then I did wen I was hiding it wat if I’m not gay wat if I was just confused I feel like I want her back but now that I told her I can’t. Wat to do.. I’m on my couch right now on the brink of breaking down . Idk wat to do my life feels like its going down I think was just confused I want her back but idk wat if I am gay and I do this to her again idk anymore!!!!!
Having second thoughts bout telling her
justme-67 asked: Sit your gf down and be honest. That's all you can do!
Thanks…. This isn’t gonna be easy…
Now that I came out to my friend how do I explain it to my girlfriend……
I came out to one of my best friends yesterday. And it felt so good to get it off my chest. She was very understanding. But now i feel like idk why I told her…… I should’ve waited till summer was over…but that’s one less person to tell right?
diamondlust asked: exactly. you are who you are and you can't help that, and if someone's going to be close minded enough to not understand, they're not worth your time.
Is it normal for me to be fantasizing about the boy I like?…..
To be honest I’m sad. I can’t act straight anymore. I can’t just pray the gay away. I keep feeling like I have something wrong with me. I feel like if I stay gay I will lose my family and go to hell. It’s hard acting straight
when you know deep inside your gay. I feel like i will never live a happy life. It sucks not being to be who you are. Anybody else feel this way?
I know how u feel….. Idk wat to do either. We are both in the same boat.
diamondlust asked: you have to be true to yourself. right now, holding this in isn't fair to your own feelings- and i understand it's hard, especially with the thought of not being accepted, or having the feelings returned, but if this is who you are you need to make it known. you also have to keep yourself in mind, you have to make yourself happy. being straight forward and completely honest is the best way to go. if he doesn't feel the same, move forth, there will be better for you.
So I should tell him and if he doesn’t accept then don’t worry about him?